3 years ago today..

...I met two people who totally changed my life.

Three years ago I met you girls for the first time. It was just another babysitting job for me at that time, I chased an engergetic four year old and tried to comfort the crying one year old who just wanted her mom.

Little did I realize that soon enough, you two girls would become one of the biggest parts of my life. I did not even think that I would get so close to you, I would soon be asking and begging to babysit you girls. Little did I think that pretty soon, your smile would make me so much happier, your words would brighten my day and that your love would keep me going when all I wanted to do was go away and never come back.

Little did I think that I would end up loving you two so much. But It was only a matter of time I guess.

Three years ago today I didn't realize that my life would be forever changed by two little girls.
Taylor and Mikayla, I am so glad I met you. I am so glad God decided to grant me the gift of allowing you two to be in my life, so glad he happened to set my life path so that it crossed with yours. I don't think I could ask for anything better at this point.Having you girls around these last three years have made my life so much better. I love the both of you so much and wouldn't trade a minute of our time for anything in the world. You girls always seem to make me happy whether thats with a funny comment or the fact that you painted all my toes instead of just the nail. Everytime I am around you both I feel such happiness and all the worries of the day are forgotten: all that matters is whatever we are doing together. You girls have always been able to make me happy no matter what mood I am in. And the days I do happen to be upset, I know you both are there for me with extra hugs and you both telling me its ok (that "some people are just mean and I won't ever talk to her because its not nice that she was mean to you", and "sometimes parents have to be mad but don't worry because they just forget and they still love you").

You girls help me out more than the two of you will ever know, more than words can ever express. And I am so grateful. I truely do not know what I would do without either one of you. Taylor,
You are such an amazing girl. You are so kind and caring as well as loving. You have a big heart and you are so thoughtful towards others. You always know what to say to make me smile and I love it how you always tell me how much you love me. Your hugs are the best! You also act so much older than you are and its so cool to have you to talk with about how rough it is to be the oldest. But do not worry and hold in there sister, you'll make it through and you will eventually realize that having a little sister is pretty cool.

Mikayla,

You are an awesome kid. You are crazy and wild but at the same time you are still very loving and kind. Your always making me laugh with all the crazy things you say but your also pretty calm and always quick to help. You always say thank you and you always tell me you love me, which makes me feel very special coming from such a special girl. I love all the engery you have and how although you don't let anyone push you around you still listen when I tell you we can't do something.

These three years have gone by way to fast and I see you both growing up so quick right before my eyes. I wish I could just stop it and slow it down but it continues to grow and things continue to change. I do hope one thing stays the same though- I hope that I can be a part of your life until the day that I die. I hope that one day, I will get to take pictures for your senior prom, watch you toss your caps at graduation, blow bubbles or throw birdseed on you for your weddings, plan babyshowers for you when you have your own kids.

In other words, I will always be here for you. No matter what. You girls mean to much to me.

I am looking forward to continuing to watch you grow, look at the difference three years made...

Last but not least I want you to keep in mind that there is not enough words (and I am really bad at using them anways) to fully express how much I love you and how much I appericate you.




Oh and do not forget... I LOVE YOU!



Much love,